fuckin bored

im so fuckin bored when my PC didnt get work.......its all because of my fault cause i crush it because im in the bad mood with dady......im so sorry dad im in the bad mood....cause im under archohol.....i cant control what i said....im sorry okay dad........please forgiv me....i cant help it when i crush my own PC with my own hand and thats so hurt.....i cant help it......i cant stay with you dad......im at decan house.....i will be back if i think my self under control.......im miss mommy....i miss or family....if i had a power i wanna bring mom's back..and happy together like when i was 1 years old(maybe).......i really damn miss mom.....sorry dad....i left you ......but i have had it!!!!